What Now?
Have you ever sat there and wondered "what now". Two months into my marriage and I cannot believe I'm sitting here completely stress free. I don't have to worry about alcoholic childlike mother, my once abusive father, I don't have to worry about my Mother's drunk husband coming into my begging me to let him touch me. I don't have to stress about how to get over the "homeless" stigma that followed or the stress of trying to make ends meet. At 21 I have it all. Or at least, I have everything I ever wanted. The simple life. I feel as if most people out there are chasing the impossible. People want to be successful, they want to be loved, they want an easy life, and they don't want to work for it. Of course I'm not saying it isn't attainable, I'm saying people lose sight of what really matters. My Grandmother came to visit two, maybe three weeks ago and kept tearing me down. It wasn't that she didn't mean well, it was just t